Swallow me

Dear heavenly father,

Swallow me
and let me
be born again

They've always told me
you don't make mistakes
but i believe you did

I couldn't
make this life
my own

I'm inhabiting a body
that was never mine,
living a life
i couldn't
make the most of

Make me again
and i promise
to make you proud

Tell me,
if you truly love me,
why am i still here?